My New life
on the 30 sept 2007, I just lost my beloved daddy. The way he pass away is so peacefully. all of our family member really sad and I was shocked when I see him lying down on the bed sleep forever.
And from that moment, I have to carry a heavy burden which is to continue what's my dad is working on and everything that he left behind. He was born in peacefully in this world. and he left this world in a peacefull condition too.
The testimony here I would like to share eventhough everytime talk about my dad, it reminds me of him cause I didn't realise that I loved him so much when he was alive and I didn't say any words that could comfort him..
From the cermont I've attend in MEthodist church, I still remember one God's word which is 'we have to be like GOD'. My dad pass away, but he has brought a lot of blessed to all of us. He died like JESUS has died for his children to wash our sin. Since my father pass away, many thing has changed. This morning my uncle went to church on his own mind. nobody force him to go but he just realise that GOD is calling him. and also all the other things more. I couldn't write anymore of his blesses since he pass away, but all I can say is ' POP, MOM is so sad but don't worry I will take care of her. And I also love YENYEN and I will make her as my wife and don't worry about cc cause she will be back here soon.. Byebye POP. We loved you so muchhhh....
Waiting for graduation
Thanks GOD all mighty that I have finished my study from RMIT university. It's been a though time when doing study in university. All day has gone through the though time mostly.
It's been a while that I'm away from my blog. Most of my relative and collegue are still checking out my blog. Thanks to them anyway.
Here some story from my previous life in melbourne.
The past couple month I've been in melbourne study for my last semester of university. At the start I was so excited of finishing my degree since this is all my hard work for 4 years( 3 years study in university and 1 year working).
The starting of the semester was a exciting one. I study a lot of new things about the computer world. I was so blind and so lazy to start of at the first time since I've been lacking down on previous year cause I'm only working for a year. All of the exciting I mention above is all about the feel of getting back to school, meet all old friend and go out for drink, live a life in melbourne again, feel the atmosphere, live in a apartment eventhough I only slept in living room since I was just stay there for a while, and so on. When you get used to the condition already, you will miss the time that you've been through.
Of all those exciting things, here come the negative things. I arrived in melbourne couple weeks earlier before I start my study. I thought it might be a good idea since I have to make sure that I could fit in the weather there before I start my final year of study. Unfortunately, It has been changing a lot of things in melbourne when I was back in Indonesia.
The first thing that change in my live is that I feel that I'm all alone in melbourne already. One of my best friend has finished university and went back to singapore to work. And worst things is my other best friend has changed a lot. I could say what has been changed but let's just keep it simple. The only best friend I got is a friend I knew from university. Mr Lai Chung ken. Thanks GOD that He still bless me with keeping my old friend healthy. But he also live very far from the place I live and we couldn't do much about it. So, I just fill up my day in melbourne with some boring stuff.
GOD almighty. The starting semester was the fun one because I've been away from uni life for a year. So the feel of coming back to RMIT has brought me this kind of energy and spirit for me to finished my study. The old lift that we have to take everytime we want to go to class and all the other things.
Half way thourgh the semester, I was becoming so lazy that I couldn't stand to study anymore. All the assignment is due and all other sort things. It's been a though time for me especially I'm carrying this burden of having the uni finished ASAP. The only things that have in my mind is that I still have my GOD that is really care of me. I love my GOD with all my heart. So finally I was able to get through the semester and finaly I finished my degree. Luv u GOD all mighty...
God Bless
Happy Easter Everyone
Hi all, been away from this forum quite a while huh? I was trying to enjoy the easter holiday at quite melbourne with quite friends. As the day goes, most of the time I've been spending time with my basketball mate call Simon and Erwan. They have been quite a good friend to me. Sometimes, time in melbourne goes really slow when you had nothing to do and it's really boring been in here especially most of my friends gone already ( I mean they had finished their study and went back for good already. Not dead obviously hehe..)
Anyway, I just want to share another GOD grace to all of us. Couple night ago, when I was sleeping, I dream about my parents. I dream that my dad get into hospital. It is sort of heart attack or else I can't really remember. My mom was really sad cause she feels like she has been handling too much at the new store. She was struggling at that time. Meanwhile, I was here stuck in my final study to reach my lovely degree. I felt really sad and can't do anything. I was thinking of going back to see my dad, but it wasn't really serious yet. After I woke up, I just realise that it's just a dream and I was really happy after I text my mom and ask for everything is ok or not. I was really sad before though. Anyway, it's just a dream. What I want to share here is that eventhough you are in deep trouble anywhere and something happen to you or your family, GOD will still with us. GOD never leave us. Eventhough I felt really lonely in melbourne, I always thanks to GOD. I want to thanks GOD not because I have no reason and simply thanks HIM, but eventhough I am in melbourne and there are bad things that I've done in past or present, GOD still forgive me and give me another chance to correct my life. More importantly, GOD even bless me with everything He has. Not only me, GOD has sacrifice HIS own son for everyone and everything who are alive in this world. Thank you GOD. I love u GOD so much...
Happy easter everyone...
GOD bless everyone more and more
Ohhh, Happy Dayyy :D
Today I'm really happy. My relationship with my girlfriend has been 1 year. I feel that GOD really put HIS hand thourgh our relationship to make us could pass all hard time and learn a lot from our past. Baby, Luvv u so mucchhh...
Also, I have an opportunity to have a chat with all of our team member except Ken, cause he has to go to work. We did put our comment to each other and I'm very happy to see all our relationship for through this member is going OK. It's really leave a memory for being study in Australia.
All of us sharing our experience during the semester in RMIT, and I also told them that how excited for me to get through everything and finally comes to final semester of University lifes.
The starting of uni I was very hesitate and I just want to go back to Indonesia to just start making something more usefull like working to earn some money. I talked to my mom, and they really crack the shit and told me not to even think about it. I was so struggling at that time cause I'm not enjoy the course at all. But, finally I manage to get through everything. I pray everyday to God to always bless me and protect me when I was in melbourne. And you know what? I could really feels GOD companion when I was in melbourne and doing all my activities. And also until now I could still feel HIS presence in my life in melbourne that always guide me through every single problem that I posibly had.
Before, I went back to Indonesia and did my co-op study over there because I thought that I could also helping my parents to run their business and learn much about that. And suddenly, my mom told me not to go back to Australia to study. Just stop the Uni life and continue to work and make some money. And I told my mom 'unless mom don't give me a ticket to flight back to australia, and not support me in money wise, I'd still go there to finish my degree cause that's my hardwork for 4 years'. And my mom just silence and smile at me because she think about the past when she crack the shit.
I really depend to GOD to get through all my life in Melbourne. I really think that it's a big effort for me to survive and I could not do it without GOD being helping and giude me.
May this blog be my testimony and hope whoever read it to pray for me so that I could get through this final semester. GBU all...
Day by day in melbourne
wuhh, it's been a long damn week for me since I've been sick for almost the rest of the week. I've been a month in melbourne and the uni is almost half way gone. It's my final semester in RMIT to get my degree. I'm really looking foward and excited about getting my degree since it's my 4 years work hard. I really like doing something that I could see the result like working hard for 4 years and finally got my degree. I always gonna be excited about it and I always know that GOD is the only one that helping me get through the past in melbourne.
The most excited thing in my last semester is that I am doing 4 core subject. This 4 core subject is kind of the most hardest subject I've ever been in my uni. I don't know whether this is just the feeling of getting myself a degree or what but I could really feel the burden that I carried since the first day of my uni.
One of the subject that doesn't requiered me to do final exam. I really hate final exam that's why I'm so excited of this subject but the thing is I have to do a big project for RMIT itself. I work in a team of 6 people and I am the project manager who's in charge in the project in my team. but more importantly is that I'm working in a great team that I couldn't imagine. We have 4 guys and 2 girls which all of them really working hard that I couldn't even believe. They are so keen to finish this project with a high enthusiasm that we could get higher mark and even win the project prize. With working in a team like that, automatically everyone is motivated and trying to support each other. The only thing I could say is we are doing our best to get the project up and running and we would be happy if we'll be the winner :)
First time using blog :-)
Hi all, this is quite interested for me actually to use my blogs for the first time in my life. I know that blogger.com isn't the only website that offered bogs feature beside there are a lot of other different community website such as friendster.com also offer this feature. And it's kind of interesting that we could really share all our opinion and thought through the whole world.
